The Number 3

Three months since I've had a spill. But seeing barley anyone reads this thing (I think) I know it wasnt missed. But I have so much I have to say that Twitter and Facebook and Tumblr cant handle it all.

The biggest thing? Im applying to medical school. The one thing that I dreamed about my whole life and ran away from because I didnt think I could attain it. I decided to take a year and a half process and do it in three months. Am I crazy? Yes, we can see this from previous entries..lol But this isn't something I'm doing on my own. God literally dropped this lovely bomb on me during an episode of Scrubs. And being the planner I am, I did a quick overview of what it would take to get in into any med school and realized it would be hard as hell.

"I got you"

Thats what God told me. And after almost three years of running, I said ok. And Ive been studying ever since. Is the material hard? Yes. Did I quit my job so all I could do was study? Yes. Is this process slowly killing me? Not at all. Im studying like crazy but I have an understanding of the material that I've never had before. Because I know that this is God's plan for me, I know that He's already given me everything I need to do this and succeed. It's so much easier to study when you already know that God already has your acceptance letter waiting for you.

But that's not the only area he's worked on. He's worked on me personally. My outlook. My habits. My tendencies. All have been slowly changing to conform to what He wants for me. And. It. Is. Awesome.

Surprisingly enough, my social life has actually gotten better. Am I partying like I was at Howard? No. But I have yet to complain about always being in the house because Im not always in the house. And when I am, its because Im working on the med school goal. So its an overall win-win in either case.

But one of the coolest things God has done for me in the past three months? I met a man. Who makes me so happy. More details on him later but I will say this. I had to wait three years for him. And he's so totally worth it.

My life is currently a bunch of threesomes. What more can a former hoe ask for?